Wednesday, April 18, 2012

home is wherever i am with you

this is the picture that filled the empty space on our bookshelf frame that was empty from christmas!
I love the saying because it is so true for me and chad! he first said that it would probably be harder for me to get a job with my major so whenever I found a job, wherever that may be that's where we would go, and he would find a job there. 

Most guys won't do that. Most do not even want to move even a little bit. 

Now my major is changed though, but I do not know if it will be harder or easier for either of us to find a job or not or where that might be, but to know he is willing to do whatever is an awesome feeling. 

He also is at times more patient than I am. Monday, I about broke my camera. Stupid me, put the battery in the wrong way. I started panicking because I could not get it come back out. 

I woke chad up from his nap, and told him. he said go get the phillips screws and I'll take it apart and see if I can't get it out. He did. it took awhile. but he did it. all he said was aren't you glad I like to tinker with things. 

No fussing at me. I didn't think he would anyways but I thought he would get frustrated like I did with the camera. But he didn't 

ttyl-ut-i have a keeper

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

it seems as if everything is working against me

Hello everyone, this quote hits hard today and hits home a ton. Today, has not been a good day, it all started at 8am and I had to get blood work done today, because of abdomen pain we are not sure of the cause yet, so the dr wanted me to get blood work done to see the next step. 

I was okay with that until we stopped right in the middle because she thought I looked a little pale, it all went downhill from there. I had to lie down, and was sweating like a pig and felt like I was going to be sick. In the end, it took three pokes, two in my arms and one on my head to get three tubes. 

I later heard they only needed two tubes and that would have only meant one poke. Nice. 

After classes, and xrays I decided I would study for the test I have tonight. Took a break to check out Financial Aid things, because if you do not know this, it is changing to where you can only get grants 12 terms. 

Most people say that's plenty. 6 years. Yeah it is. But, stupid me, went to a private school the first time for a couple of years and none of my credits transferred to my current college. The Financial Aid does not know how many times I have received it and told me to call FAFSA. They don't know either. 

She even said wow. You should be done by now. Why is it the people that are suppose to have human service jobs, the ones that think everyone deserves a chance to have a better life than what they have... are usually not those kind of people. I think there should be a personality test for every career and see if you really are cut out for it. 

Because I am trying my hardest to get done and help others and I have been through so many battles I think that is why I want to help others so much, shouldn't I have a way to give back?

I am not asking for money, I understand. I just want clarity, I want to know when I will need to look for other resources.